please dont read it .

Such an absurd title. I confessed my own feelings.

I dont know what the hell happened to me recently.
My friendship sucks. My academic worse. Love
life? i dont wanna talk about it. You’d be jealous for
sure.haha. At least ive got one nice thing to keep.
Ok ok quit babbling around, Deo.

People said that friends come and go. But what Im
(currently) experiencing is different. They went
away and no one comes. Where are those guys
when I need them?
I must admit,that i didnt make much friends here.
They dont talk to me. They dont even know my
name!! (There’s still some people who treat me
nicely. Im not going to tell you who, but they will
realized it if they read this *wink* ).
And now im finding myself. "Where is the old Deo?
The one who had lot of friends? Who played with
you and you and him and her and they and us?"
(thanks for pzzy who gave me this perspective).

That matter affects my academic. With no friends,
how can I get the motivation? With no motivation,
how can I get the best result? Who will you blame
for this? Me, of course. Thanks for blaming me. A
few weeks in the future,I will be sitting in the "desk
of death". Examination makes it "the death"
one.haha. watever.

For those who has a great great friendship, be
grateful. Dont screw it, but do struggle for it. Im not
preaching, Im just doing a little
preach.haha.watever.

Anyway.. Thanks a lot for spending your few
minutes of lifetime reading this crap. I didnt make
this purposely. Just for fun. And I will confess
another story of mine in the next ten
years.haha.watever.

ps: thanks for saving me, pzzy. i love you even
when you didnt see me. you are as close as it
gets,without touching me (: